Letting yourself go

People keep telling me I look tired. I have bags under my eyes. After school, the first thing I do is put on stretchy pants. I practically live in black leggings. And, my eyebrows are in desperate need of one-on-one attention.

I hate to say it, but I’m pulling the pregnant card this time.

My aunts all say that I am having a boy…something about the testosterone levels taking over. I don’t know if that’s true, but I do know that this time around I am not trying to hide my tiredness and discomfort.

I realize that when women become moms, their priorities change. Makeup and blowouts take a backseat to comfort and ponytails. A part of me feels like it comes with the territory and I should just accept it as my new reality. The other part of me wishes I had the drive and energy to pay more attention to the way I look, not for others but for myself. For my self-esteem and my attitude.


For now I guess I’ll continue playing the pregnant card. Maybe when I start to feel like myself again I can put more effort into my appearance. I wonder when that will be…

4 Responses to Letting yourself go

  1. Pingback: 31 days of letting go | Adventures of a Good Life

  2. Reenie says:

    OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!! I didn’t know you’re preggy, Dee!!!!!!!! CONGRATS to you & your growing family!!!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤

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